04062011 / {Morning Routines}

Kaelynn got up at 3 am this morning and threw off our whole routine. We had been getting up at 5 am. Then I feed her for 30ish minutes and then pass her off for Corey to give her some formula and then I can take my shower and get ready for school. It had worked fairly well for the last two days. I wake up at 5. Wake her up at 505. Change her diaper. And then by 510 she starts eating. Which means she is done about 540. Then I have 20 minutes to take a shower, get ready, and pack my lunch.

But, no. In typical baby fashion, she messed up the plan. She woke up early, I fed her and passed her off, but I couldn't get back to sleep because I was worried about Corey being too tired while he was feeding her. So, I finally got back to bed around 410. 50 minutes more of sleep? Ugh, I don't do so good on limited amounts of sleep. Especially at school, but at least it's a short day.

So on Monday, I was pretty worried about how the day would go. It was hard to leave her, but I didn't cry and I didn't harass Scyntha for hourly updates. She did fine and I did fine. Everyone at work was glad to see me back and the kids were happy. I showed them pictures and told them about her. Yesterday, she visited them in circle and they were super jazzed about that. :)

It is still hard to be away. I was worried about Scyntha seeing her do all those things that she does first, but I'm glad that it's her and not someone that she or I don't know. I'm sure If she rolls over for the first time at Scynthas she will do it again for us. Ah, I understand that I am very fortunate to have her to watch Kaelynn and I am grateful.

And because Ms Kaelynn threw off the schedule, I was going to have to pump at 7 am, but of course with the crazy messed up traffic, I'm probably going to be late to school and not be able to pump until who knows when because we have testing at 8 am. Lame. But what can you do?

But I'm bummed too nest in the trying to get everything together as I walk out the door, I forgot to give Kaelynn a kiss goodbye. Seems small, but I'm 

pretty sad about this. :( Hopefully Corey will give her extra kisses from me.

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